Okay, so yesterday I did this tarot thing to figure out what’s up with this guy I’ve been seeing. It’s called the “How Do They Feel About Me” tarot spread. Sounds kinda cheesy, I know, but I was curious, alright?
First off, I got my space all set up. Lit a candle, put on some chill music, you know, the whole vibe. Then I shuffled my deck while thinking about him. I laid out five cards face down in a cross shape, just like the instructions said.
- Card 1: What they think about me.
- Card 2: How they feel about me.
- Card 3: What they want from our relationship.
- Card 4: How they see our future.
- Card 5: Any hidden stuff, or things I should be aware of.
I flipped the first card, and it was some card that usually means respect and wanting to understand someone better. Made me feel pretty good, like we’re on the same page. The second card was all about good vibes and friendship, which is cool, but I was hoping for a little more, you know?
The third card, about what he wants, well, that threw me for a loop. It was a card that sometimes means heartbreak or sorrow. I was like, “What the heck? Is he planning to dump me?” I started to freak out a little, not gonna lie.
The fourth card, about the future, was a bit more reassuring. It suggested a stable, long-term connection, but also that we need to put in some effort. And the last card? It showed that there might be some things he’s not telling me, some hidden emotions or something.
Honestly, the whole thing was a bit of a mixed bag. It’s like he’s into me, but also scared or something. Maybe he’s got some baggage from a past relationship? Or maybe he’s just not ready for something serious? I don’t know. It’s so confusing!
I’ve been thinking about it non-stop since then. It’s like the cards gave me a glimpse into his head, but it’s all jumbled up. I really wish I could just ask him straight up, “Hey, what’s going on with you?” But it feels too soon for that. We haven’t even had the “define the relationship” talk yet.
I guess the cards are telling me to be patient and keep an open mind. Tarot can be a bit tricky to figure out, and this is just one reading. I shouldn’t jump to conclusions. I think I’ll just keep being myself and see where things go. I’ll try to talk to him more and get to know him better.
Maybe I’ll do another reading in a few weeks, just to see if anything has changed. I mean, I know it’s not the same as actually talking to him, but it’s kind of comforting to have this little ritual. It helps me feel a bit more in control, even if it’s just an illusion.
Anyway, that’s my tarot story for now. It’s not exactly a fairytale, but hey, real life rarely is. I’ll keep you guys updated if anything interesting happens. Wish me luck!
