Okay, so a while back, I got really into this whole tarot reading thing. I’ve always been a bit curious about the mystical side of life, you know? And there was this guy… things were complicated, and I just wanted some kind of sign, some insight into what was going on in his head. Was he thinking about me? Was it over? So, I decided to do a tarot reading specifically about this.
First off, I cleared my space. Lit some candles, put on some chill music – the whole shebang. You gotta set the mood, right? Then I grabbed my tarot deck. I’ve got this beautiful Rider-Waite deck that a friend gifted me. It just feels right in my hands.
I took a few deep breaths, trying to focus my energy and clear my mind. I shuffled the deck, really concentrating on the question: “Is he thinking of me?” I mean, I was pouring all my anxious energy into those cards.
Once I felt ready, I cut the deck into three piles and then put them back into one. It’s just a ritual I do, don’t know if it’s necessary, but it feels right to me.
Then, I started pulling cards. I decided to pull three cards to represent the past, present, and potential future of the situation.
- The first card, for the past, was the Three of Swords. I know that card, it’s usually about heartbreak and pain. Kind of made sense, we had recently broken up, things were raw.
- The second card, representing the present, it showed up reversed. That got me thinking. Reversed cards can mean a lot of things, but I usually interpret it as blocked energy, something stagnant.
- The last card, the one I pulled for the potential future, was The World. This card is all about completion, fulfillment, and successful conclusions. And honestly, that surprised me a bit.
I spent a good amount of time just staring at the cards, trying to piece it all together. The Three of Swords for the past felt spot on, very much a reflection of the pain I was feeling. And The World card, well, that gave me a glimmer of hope. Maybe this wasn’t the end? Or maybe it meant I would find peace and completion on my own. Either way, it felt significant.
I didn’t just stop there, though. I grabbed my journal and started writing everything down. The cards I pulled, my initial interpretations, any feelings or thoughts that popped into my head. I find that really helps me process things.
In the end, did the reading give me a definitive answer? Not really. But it did give me some much-needed clarity and a sense of hope. It’s like the cards were saying, “Yeah, things were rough, right now it’s all stuck, but there’s potential for a positive outcome, whatever that may be.”
And you know what? That was enough for me. It helped me move forward, to start healing. It wasn’t about getting a clear “yes” or “no” from the universe. It was about finding a way to process my emotions and gain a little perspective. Tarot can be a really powerful tool for that, at least in my experience.
